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|   I'M TIRED OF EVERYBODY telling me "it's ok",that it could be worse,and to count my blessings,and also rub it in that 'hey.So and so is in iraq for months and months....." blah.....blah.....blah....blah.....I'm TIRED of being the NEWBIE,and getting bitched at, for me thinking and saying stuff.It's like,"COME ON!YOU WERE IN MY PLACE ONCE!THINK BACK AND REMEMBER,THAT YOU WERE ONCE A BRAND NEW NAVY WIFE,JUST STARTING OUT AND NOT KNOWING ANYTHING.AND FEELING LIKE THE NAVY SUCKS! SO, STOP BITCHING AT ME FOR ME SAYING STUFF!"  STOP TELLING ME STUFF THAT I ALREADY KNOW,AND TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW!!!!!
Then I sort of cried myself to sleep last night,because a "CERTAIN SOMEONE" bitched at me again,for bitching out my husband Bobby's chief Peena,and how I was pissed that Bobby had to go back to the ship.It's like,"WHAT?When she was here,she was bitching at her husband Jim's chief,and everything else,it's like it's okay for HER TO BITCH ABOUT HIS CHIEF,but I CAN'T BITCH AT BOBBY'S CHIEF?I get bitched out by her for bitching?WHATEVER!" She ALWAYS makes me feel like the bad guy,and I'm SICK OF HER CRAP! Anway,I went to sleep about 12:20 in the middle of the night last night. (I went up to bed at 11:00,but I couldn't get to sleep for about an hour or so.)Then I woke up at 1:00 this morning,and then again at 2:30,then 3:30,then about 5:00.Then again about 6:30-7:00.Then again at 8:00.Then finally my mom called and woke me up at 9:30.EVER since Bobby left to go back to the ship,I haven't been able to SLEEP,WHATSOEVER! I've had a VERY HARD TIME GETTING SLEEP AND GETTING TO SLEEP! I'm tired of it! Ya,I'm over being mad at Bobby's Chief Peena,and realized what's up,after Bobby told me that it wasn't anyone in the weld class that told Peena that he failed out,and made him go back to the ship.......that it was the higher up,and that Bobby had to go back to the ship.But still! I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE BEING A JERK TO ME ABOUT IT! ESPECIALLY A "CERTAIN SOMEONE"! So,anyway, she keeps PISSING ME OFF MORE AND MORE!She says she's not mad at the navy for kicking her husband out,but that's TOTAL BULLSHIT!SHE HAS TOLD ME MANY TIMES THAT SHE WAS PISSED AT THE NAVY FOR KICKING HIM OUT!She's making it seem like I'M THE BAD GUY,and I FREAKING HATE IT! (*or whatever/however to put it!!*)
Ya,I know she's trying to help,but her BITCHING AT ME,ISN'T HELPING! | | |
| This is my TANK TOP that I got BUSTED FOR! FLIPPIN LADY! Click on the link below to view my NON-INAPPROPIAE TANK! http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x252/celticchica/100_1297.jpg | | |
| So,I DON'T THINK I'm going to go back to the gym again! I FREAKING HATE THAT Gym LADY! I went to the gym with my neighbor's friend,and I walked in the door and the Gym Lady that worked there,(she's an older lady,mind you)Anyway,she told me my tank top was OFFENSIVE/INAPPROPRIATE! I'm thinking to myself,  "How the FUCK CAN IT BE INAPPROPRIATE!? It's A FREAKING WORKOUT TANK! It's NOT LOW,it COVERS SHIT,and it's NOT A SPAGHETTI STRAP TANK!WTF!?" She was FREAKING RUDE ABOUT TELLING ME THAT TOO! She goes,"If Jack see's that,and says something to you,tell him that you've already been warned about your tank" (Jack is an older guy that works there.)I was thinking, "F*** YOU!" What was SO DAMN INNAPROPIATE ABOUT IT!?" And I told her,"Well,I just started comming here,so......." She goes, "Ok,but just thought I'd tell you that you've been warned." WHAT THE F*** EVER!!!!" I came home and even asked my husband if it was appropriate,and he even told me it WAS APROPPRIATE!!" Oh,and Jack even SAW ME AND DIDN'T SAY A DAMN THING ABOUT MY TANK TOP! It FUCKING IRRITATES ME! | | |
| Ok,so I have the schedule when my hubby will be leaving again. He just came back a few weeks ago from his week sea trial.He's got this whole month to spend with me (and my parents and sister who's comming up to visit this week.) Then he'll be taking off May 1st-July 2nd.(for two months.) Then he's gonna be comming back home,and then he'll be leaving again in August on his birthday (the 5th) for 10 days.So,he'll be here for my birthday,the 4th of July,and our 1 Year Anniversary.Then I don't know when he'll be leaving again after that.But then in January 2009,he'll be leaving for 6-8 months,and I am SOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT,WHATSOEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I've got my sister and a few others that live close,but I really don't like it at all.It SUCKS!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| HOLY CRAP! I TOTALLY forgot about my xanga site! The only reason why I remembered it now,is because Xanga sent me a messege saying they missed me,so I came over to my site.WOW! It's been a year (almost.It will be a year on the 29th of this month.) But no that I remembered it,I will try to blog in it again. Well,I am NOW HAPPILY married and living with my hubby in bremerton.It's pretty cool.I've had some shitty times,and sme odd times,and some fun times.But here pretty soon,my hubby's gonna be leaving to go on a week leave to make sure the ship that he's stationed on is ok and good to go.He'll be leaving for a week this month,then again in april sometime through may or june I think.He'll be here for the 4th of july,and then I think he'll leave again in september.But next january,he'll be leaving for 6-8 months.I DON'T LIKE THAT AT ALL! It SUCKS! I'll be here alone.Ya,I have my sister,her husband and their baby who lives 2 hours away from me,and I've got a few others,but still! It's just gonna suck!But hopefully,I'll be able to deal with it. *~I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO YOU LEAVING,BABY! I HATE HOW TIME HAS TO FLY LIKE THIS!!~* | | |
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